
{"id":1051,"date":"2011-06-30T11:12:15","date_gmt":"2011-06-30T15:12:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gadflyonline.com\/wpblog\/?p=1051"},"modified":"2012-07-15T20:12:32","modified_gmt":"2012-07-16T00:12:32","slug":"poems-by-stephanie-lamberson","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/gadflyonline.com\/home\/index.php\/poems-by-stephanie-lamberson\/","title":{"rendered":"Poems by Stephanie Lamberson"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">Sway, Mojave<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Coyotes, rest your paws.<\/p>\n<p>I am your friend,<\/p>\n<p>Plodding down<\/p>\n<p>the desiccated,<\/p>\n<p>labyrinthine\u00a0U.S. Southwest,<\/p>\n<p>Hugging cacti,<\/p>\n<p>Searching for<\/p>\n<p>Nothing.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Watch me dance and splay and splatter<\/p>\n<p>Amid the unifying haze<\/p>\n<p>Of a peyote sky and soothsayer and<\/p>\n<p>Hear how Dylans and Baezs and Joplins rumble to the ground<\/p>\n<p>That is cracked by the earth\u2019s desperate inhales.<\/p>\n<p>The sun stretches its bruised wings around its pricking nest.<\/p>\n<p>The black vulture understands me.<\/p>\n<p>We sniff-in the sweet of throbbing entrails,<\/p>\n<p>with its delicate blued and greened roots.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I squawk. I claw.<\/p>\n<p>I dive from the bone-perch of this Joshua Tree.<\/p>\n<p>The searing sky beats my eyes blind.<\/p>\n<p>My tears lick them clean.<\/p>\n<p>My beak is slick and nacreous.<\/p>\n<p>My plumage, an obsidian liquid.<\/p>\n<p>Sipping, gliding. My eyes are on<\/p>\n<p>The burning froth of coyote.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">Shelling the Earth<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>The sea springs dust.<\/p>\n<p>Shadowy breaths from mountain tops are<\/p>\n<p>Halos for the herrings.<\/p>\n<p>And we are halos for the birds.<\/p>\n<p>Our bodies are tree-ringed<\/p>\n<p>And left for shifty fingers to smooth and pry.<\/p>\n<p>Pinched faces look tearlessly at family black-and-whites, where<\/p>\n<p>The\u00a0 colors were distilled in exchange for a saturated life of light.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Once upon a time, untimed and unknown to you or I,<\/p>\n<p>Candied apples rotted in baskets alongside<\/p>\n<p>The warm bodies of children sleeping in the noontime.<\/p>\n<p>Carapaces and care packages washed ashore for the puckered eyes encased in sundried skin<\/p>\n<p>To examine.<\/p>\n<p>And these women planted their gatherings in a garden of graves,<\/p>\n<p>Grains of granite were adorned in sweet meat and flesh.<\/p>\n<p>The ground broke.<\/p>\n<p>The trees bent their branches to brace the sky, like a blind child\u2019s hand grasping for mama.<\/p>\n<p>Scheherazade-length scrolls of stories have been webbed<\/p>\n<p>To explain the rope of tubers that reached into the ocean<\/p>\n<p>And plumbed the belly of the earth<\/p>\n<p>Jerking the world for a hair of a second,<\/p>\n<p>And stilling it for an even thinner hair<\/p>\n<p>So that sea became soil, and soil, sea.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">Raised Ribs<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>How does one eat a rib? How does one eat a rib like a lady?<br \/>\nThat and other things that mama hadn\u2019t mentioned.<br \/>\nWhile the other girls were off to athletic and academic practices, I was being glazed by the glare<br \/>\nof the TV screen. But even more so, I watched you and loved you to a degree unrequited,<br \/>\nmama.<br \/>\nTo eat a rib like a lady, to soak in its southern deliciousness, in the hands of a meek young girl in<br \/>\nthis city for all time, not dripping but dried like the bare bones of the truth you smirked at last<br \/>\nnight. A truth that I laced in BBQ paste to keep your lips from slanting, proving how much of a<br \/>\nmess I really am and how much of one I can make.<\/p>\n<p>I laid out the truth bare as a funnel of arctic wind. And you awoke the next day as if bathed in<br \/>\nLethe. Free.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve been told in rooms of stringent fluorescence another arctic wind, that I\u2019m out of his rib.<br \/>\nHow selfish of you\u2014 I want it all, and I want it from you.<\/p>\n<p>My back measures my years by fear, marking my essence&#8217;s contractions and the unwanted<br \/>\npromise of one explosion (but out of what?)<\/p>\n<p>My essence has fought thought. Unwavering in its want of being, for Existence in any possible<br \/>\nWorld.<\/p>\n<p>My hand droops and harnesses an invisible computer\u2019s mouse, endlessly. Physical activity<br \/>\nenervates me. My back, my map, it curves in what would be elegant for a swan but for this<br \/>\nhuman form beckons the elderly woman who I hope looks up stooped yet charmingly at me this<br \/>\nmoment.<\/p>\n<p>She who will have taught her only daughter how to eat ribs fit for armies. Including the rib<br \/>\ndispensable for him but most fertile for us. Who told her daughter:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDarling, the only way to eat a rib is with proper hunger for the last vestige of juice. Incarnation.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>About the Poet:<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Stephanie Lamberson resides in Brooklyn reluctantly-she&#8217;d rather be gadding about the U.S. Southwest. Urged by her heart&#8217;s beating chant of &#8220;write it all down,&#8221; she scrawls on post-its, writing pads, and cigarette cartons. She primarily writes poems, which arm her in daily wrestles with solipsism. She will enter an MFA in Poetry program next year.<em><br \/>\n<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Sway, Mojave Coyotes, rest your paws. I am your friend, Plodding down the desiccated, labyrinthine\u00a0U.S. Southwest, Hugging cacti, Searching for Nothing. &nbsp; Watch me dance and splay and splatter Amid the unifying haze Of a peyote sky and soothsayer and Hear how Dylans and Baezs and Joplins rumble to the ground That is cracked [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1160,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4,219,199],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/gadflyonline.com\/home\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1051"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/gadflyonline.com\/home\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/gadflyonline.com\/home\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/gadflyonline.com\/home\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/gadflyonline.com\/home\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1051"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"http:\/\/gadflyonline.com\/home\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1051\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3283,"href":"http:\/\/gadflyonline.com\/home\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1051\/revisions\/3283"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/gadflyonline.com\/home\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1160"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/gadflyonline.com\/home\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1051"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/gadflyonline.com\/home\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1051"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/gadflyonline.com\/home\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1051"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}